March 4, 2002
Despair
So, depression still sucks. Being unemployed REALLY sucks. I got fired last week, because supposedly I threatened a co-worker. The whole thing is bullsh*t. I think they got rid of me because I'm depressed and have to take days off here and there to take care of myself. I'm glad I don't have to get up and go to work anymore, but I have NO money and almost no job prospects. Companies just aren't hiring right now. One of my cousins, who has twice the skills that I have, has been unemployed since November. If I'm unemployed for 4 months, I'll be evicted and blacklisted at all the utility companies. The worst part is knowing that I was doing a decent job, and actually improving my performance, but I got canned. What the heck am I supposed to do now?

January 12, 2003
Man, I was really bummed there! I moved in with my parents in May, worked at camp from June through August, and went back to school in September. Now I have 7 weeks until I get married! YAAAAYYY!!!!! Now I just have to avoid The Sick Of Moltar (click the picture below) for the rest of the winter and I'll be all set!